五周年纪念

昨天是我在公司的五周年纪念。。。
时间过的真快。。。
一转眼就过了五年了，也是我在新加坡的第五年了。。
朋友们一直问我怎么在这公司呆了五年。。。
可能安全感对我真的很重要。。。
我也还没准备好往别处发展吧。。。
其实我也没想过自己竟然会在这地狱中呆了五年。。。
有时，我还真的蛮佩服自己的。。。
拿了花红后真的得好好的慰劳自己了。。。

昨天很兴奋的发了个短讯到我们的group chat。。。
祝大家五周年纪念。。。
得到的却是很冷漠的回复或直接被忽略了。。。
看着我所珍惜的事被大家这样践踏，心里还真不好受。。。
人各有志，我还能说什么呢？？？

20/07/2015

time flies...

i have been MIA for quite awhile AGAIN since my last post...

ohh well, nth changes other than my promotion to Mgr...

which means, more shit is coming n i can't run...

going to celebrate my 5th years anniversary in DTSG 5 days later...

cant imagine how i managed to be in hell for such a long time...

ohh well...

like i always said...

my team is the 1 tat keep me going for so long...

especially my steelers n NO OT team...

without them, i dont think i can make it till now...

they always said i'm their shelter, their defense line...

things work both ways...

they are actually my support team tat keep me going...

really grateful tat i'm part of the team...

will i throw???

a lot of ppl have been asking me the same question...

my answer is still the same...

no plan yet...

depends on my port ba...

but i do know tat i wont like my mgr life...

i'm a leader not a boss...

hated ppl to be bossy n i really hope i wont be 1 of them...

seems like i should quit before i becoming part of them...

15/05/2015

i exploded...

finally!!!

but, i realised, no1 cares...

they just don't care!!!

fine!!!

let it be then...

din wanna spoil the outing mood but yea, since this is what you guys want, i won't stop u guys then...

i really had enough!!!

New Family

my new DT Family, Otto Team

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不知从何时开始，我们的距离就越来越远了。。。

一开始我也以为是我想太多。。。

但原来我才是最迟钝的那个。。。

或者说是自己不想面对事实，不想失去两位好友吧。。。

自从两年前我生日开始，一切都慢慢变了。。。

四人行渐渐的缩成了三人行。。。

明明都已经知道也感觉到不对劲了。。。

但我还是选择了相信，选择了忽略。。。

相信自己的姐妹淘，相信和自己早夕相处的好兄弟，而选择忽略了另一位兄弟，忽略了自己一直引以为傲的第六感。。。

曾经我以为我们无所不谈，原来是我一直活在自己的幻想中！！！

当你和我说你们已经在一起时，我的心颤抖了一下。。。

是时候面对该事实了，再也逃避不了。。。

原来这些日子以来，我的直觉是对的！！！

我知道这不能怪你们，只是觉得很遗憾。。。

24/7都混在一起的四人组就酱散了。。。

“things had changed and it will not be the same anymore”，这句话我永远都忘不了。。。

回想起那些日子，觉得自己好白痴哦。。。

以为他俩没联络，时不时地update着他们另一方的近况。。。

原来一直以来，他们都当我白痴在耍。。。

看着我一个人在做猴子戏。。。

他们俩根本就熟透了嘛。。。

到底是他们演技好还是我自己笨，太自以为是了？？？

渐渐的三人行也散了，共同话题也越来越少了。。。

见了面，除了公事外也不知还能说什么。。。

尴尬的场面也越来越多了。。。

大伙儿的聚餐也不再像从前那样开心快乐了，甚至我还觉得有点难熬，恨不得那聚餐快点结束。。。

我真的不想再装了。。。

一直装得很开心的面对着他们，我真的很无奈。。。

我能做的唯有渐渐的疏远他们，当时间渐渐的淡化吧。。。

Family @ DT

We fight, we battle, we OT, we struggle & we suffered AS ONE

these are the spirits that kept me in DT for so long

hang on there ppl, peak will be ending soon

we will survive AS ONE

My fav colour! True not?

全家福

Jan 17, 2015

Have been MIA for quite awhile again...
peak started d... is time to "chiong"...
so glad that i went to Bali right before peak to chill...
but 4 days not really enough leh...
just 4 days but need "chiong" for 6 mths...
gosh...
not reasonable at all...
testing failed!!!
haha...
work till siao d...
just come in here to niam a bit...
kla...
is time to back to work d...

I miss Bali! can i go back there again to "nua"???